Oh man it’s July already.

IMG_1206_2Today, I finished Neil Gaiman’s newest book, The Ocean At the End of the Lane. When I first started reading it, I realized that I have subconsciously been emulating Gaiman’s writing style. I have always admired Gaiman’s writing – Neverwhere is one of my favorite (if not my absolute favorite) books. Gaiman possesses an imagination that allows him to create fantastical worlds with their own set of crazy rules that he somehow makes believable. On the other hand, I can only write in some realistic world – my mind cannot create something as lush and wonderful as London Underground, the fantasy setting of Neverwhere. 

Beyond Gaiman’s enviable imagination, his writing style is also beautiful. He does not use words in excess, but yet revels in the English language, which results in tightly, but beautifully woven stories. Whenever I write fiction, I actively try to make every word count. In Gaiman’s works and in The Ocean especially, I imagine that Gaiman is doing the same.

Though I think I write similarly to Gaiman, execution is only half of the process. No matter how beautifully I write, I can never attain the same magic as Gaiman because I lack the boundlessness of his imagination. Whenever I think, I put up mental barriers of what I can and can’t do, and I impose those on my worldview. Even in writing this, I’ve already consigned myself to my inability to be as creative as Gaiman.

The Ocean At the End of the Lane spoke to me not only because I realized I have a similar writing style, but because it was written from the perspective of a child. In my youth, I used to imagine kingdoms in my backyard, amongst my stuffed animals, and on the playground in grade school. Somewhere along the line, I realized that people saw me as “weird,” and I began to observe the social cues that would make me more “normal.” Looking back, I have learned the necessary social skills to appear “outgoing,” and yet, somewhere along the line, I began to believe in the boundaries of normalcy and became part of the system.

In a way, I owe it to Gaiman that some part of me still clings to childlike wonder in a world only half understood. For me, baking is similar in that I mix ingredients together, place them in the oven, and through heat and hidden chemical processes, gloppy batter somehow becomes a fine-crumbed cake. I cannot simply make up my own recipes, but I revel in making small tweaks in ingredients, each which allows me to understand baking just a little better. Writing and baking allow me to escape (at least temporarily) what is expected of me and to capture the tastes and imageries that exist in my mind.

I originally started this post as a kind of book review, so I’ll end it as such. Definitely read The Ocean At the End of the Lane (and Neverwhere and Stardust and, really, anything by Gaiman). In the afterglow of finishing the last page, you will see the world in a different light. I’ll leave a quote from The Ocean:

I saw the world I had walked since my birth and I understood how fragile it was, that the reality I knew was a thin layer of icing on a great dark birthday cake writhing with grubs and nightmares and hunger.

And on that somewhat morbid note, enjoy this blueberry cake with cream cheese icing. It’s fresh and sweet, with the slightest tang of buttermilk in the batter, the perfect dessert for a hot July night.

Blueberry Cream Cheese Cake with Cream Cheese Frosting (adapted from Veggie and the Beast) – serves 10-12

To make the cake:

2 cups all-purpose flour
1 tsp baking power
1 tsp baking soda
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 tsp cinnamon
1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened
8 oz cream cheese, softened
3/4 cup granulated sugar
3/4 cup light brown sugar, packed
4 eggs
2 tsp vanilla extract
3/4 cup butter milk
1 1/2 cups blueberries, tossed with 1 tbsp flour
Extra blueberries for garnish

Preheat the oven to 350 F.

Whisk together flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and cinnamon in a bowl.

In a separate bowl, beat together softened butter and cream cheese until smooth and creamy. After they come together, whip at high speed for a couple minutes. Add sugars and beat until fluffy. Add the eggs and vanilla and mix until combined.

Add 1/3 of the flour mixture to the wet ingredients, then with the mixer at medium-slow speed slowly stream in 1/3 of the buttermilk. Repeat two more times until all the flour and buttermilk has been incorporated into the batter.

Toss the blueberries and flour in a bowl, then gently fold into the batter.

Cut out 2 circles of parchment paper to fit the bottom of 9-in circle cake pan. Liberally grease the pans and add the parchment on the bottom. (I had a springform pan so I just locked the parchment paper in place instead of cutting it to fit the bottom.)

Divide the batter evenly between the two pans. Bake for 30-35 minutes until a knife inserted in the center comes out clean.

To make the frosting:

8 oz cream cheese, softened
6 tbsp butter, cut into chunks
2 1/2 cups powdered sugar
2 tsp vanilla extract
1 tbsp heavy cream

In a large bowl, combine the butter and cream cheese and beat on medium-high until light and fluffy. Gradually add the vanilla and powdered sugar until both are fully incorporated. Pour in the whipped cream, and beat on high for 2-3 minutes until super fluffy.

Once the cakes are cooled, top one of the cakes with half the frosting, then top with the other cake and the rest of the frosting. Top with additional fresh blueberries.

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One thought on “Oh man it’s July already.

  1. I agree very much with what you say about Gaiman’s writing style. And I think there’s nothing wrong to it if you’re emulating his writing style.

    In a perfect world, most (if not all) people would write like he does.

    Thank you for sharing the blueberry recipe too.

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